Astral 'Gram

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August 13, 2025

Leo Season

To be your own enemy is a terrible existence, but I’ve been my own enemy for as long as I can remember.

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It wasn’t the countless men who broke my heart; it wasn’t the many friends who betrayed me; it wasn’t the various family members who weren’t very “family-oriented” towards me… it was me.

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I’ve been putting myself down and following belief systems that hurt me rather than supported me. I’ve been plotting my downfall and hyping my fears instead of raising myself up and giving myself love. I’ve been searching for (and finding) every example possible to show how crappy I am and how undeserving I am of good things.

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Oh to live a life as an 8th House Sun, Moon, Mercury, and North Node. My core self (Sun), my emotions (Moon), my thinking and communication (Mercury), my destiny (North Node) all in the 8th House (area of life/sky activated) of hidden enemies, death, and psychological transformation.

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Death to this terrible existence is inevitable; it must burn so the light of a new dawn can rise and transform my mind to be my lover, not my hater.

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I’ve been fighting this enemy for several years now (once I realized who the enemy was), but the final blow has been delivered. Now I just need an exorcist to get rid of her ghost…

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